Thread:AustinAllyR5&More!/@comment-24343688-20141207224351/@comment-10107190-20180731023657

ahh now im late this time! sorry xS i started taking that SAT class this week, the one i told you about, and i still have what feels like a million other things to do in the mean time :/

aww thank you :3

ugh i haven't even technically started and its stressful xS but i can blame myself a little bit for that, i just keep thinking about it and not actually doing, i fall into that bad habit a lot since its summer and i can get away with it... ugh its not good. i'll be on a roll for a few days and then i fall off bc of how overwhelmed i am.. bleh sorry XD the problem is that im taking too many breaks. i really need to work hard for these next 11 days since our family is going on a vacation for the last week of summer (which frankly i dont think i should go, i dont deserve a vacation after all of the procrastinating i've been doing xS) and i can work there but there won't be much that I can do without some of my books, since those i won't be able to bring. anyways enough of ranting about myself. like i said, you can do it. it will be hard, but you can do it. if you're like me and you lack motivation sometimes, you just have to find that inner motivation to keep going and pushing through. also work on organization skills as much as you can, bc it really pays off. i promise. XD and just the more you can enjoy school and everything else, the less of a burden it is. its so much better when you WANT to do something. but that goes without saying xP but yes, i sure hope so.

i hope they pay off bc honestly, they are 5 hours in my day and at the worst time of day. they go from 12-4:30 which is like the worst time bc its right in the middle. i'd much rather have to be there frmo 8-12 so that i can at least be more productive when i get home. but eh what can you do :P oh like the national merit scholarships? you can totally try for that. i mean, i didnt even consider it bc SATs and test taking in general are not my strongest area, but go for it :) i dont know if i answered your question about this already (sorry if i did, i dont mean to be repetitive xD) but i have a research paper/essay type thing to write on a topic of my choice, its part of the core requirements of my school, and its about 4000 words. then i have a bio lab to start working on, a math investigation, obviously college essays and more specifically a common app, SAT, piano and voice audition pieces... ugh XD thats what i have to be focusing on, and its hard to distribute my time in the right way. and yeah, its confusing, but im at least slightly sure of the direction i want to go in. but i guess i cant force anything :P aww do that! its always good to stay involved. one of my fears that will probably unfortunately become a reality is that i won't have time to do some of the other stuff i enjoy. like if i become a music major i won't be able to do theatre or something. idk, im not sure if thats true all the time, but i've heard it from some people. i guess it depends on the school and the circumstance.

aww im sorry to heard that :( thats very kind of you lucy. im sure when the time comes you can figure it out. i would say dont limit yourself but also family is important. and also don't feel like you have to take full responsibility, althuogh its great that you help her out :) LOL are you kidding, half of my messages. to you have had something depressing, and im complaining about myself, not being selfless like you xD i do love to cook, and yes i am vegan! have been for a year and a half now :) really?? good for you!! you totally should consider it if you can :) what videos have you been watching? i wonder if they're anyone i watch :P also  some vegans on youtube can be extremists and dont promote veganism in the best ways, so im curious to see who you heard about it from XD but honestly just to start out, you can look up a couple of easy vegan meals or you can try out some vegan meats or cheeses or anything. then if you want to go further, you can look into the research behind veganism, like the health stuff and the ethical stuff and the environmental stuff, etc :P

its totally fine, im glad we finally got to talk on chat, that was fun. hopefully we can do it again :)) you're certainly not lazy though, not from what it sounds like, you're working and stuff XD

yeah, no prob :) ikr, Dx but hopefully she still comes or maybe earlier :)

~melody <3