Thread:Groovy1960/@comment-36049566-20180717114321/@comment-10107190-20180720181327

don’t worry about it, its not your fault :P this wiki is just glitchy xD

I feel like I’m more on the light side of medium bc if you look at the spectrum of skin colors, I’m definitely closer to the lighter colors. I mean its so confusing bc lighting makes a difference too. Sometimes if I’m looking at myself with natural light I’m like, wow I’m so light XD but then other times if I’m in my bathroom or in a store I’m like, oh, I’m darker than I realized. Idk its confusing XD I do kinda find this stuff interesting. It makes me wonder if I pass as “white” to other people. Like if other people saw me on the street, would they think “oh theres a white chick” or “oh she’s ethnically ambiguous” XD i’ve asked a few friends and they said I don’t look “white” but idk. Also the idea of “whiteness” is so strange. Like what does it even mean? Technically by American law, anyone who is of middle eastern background is considered “white”, but is white just a skin color? Is it an ethnicity? Is it a culture? So many questions. I did a school assignment on this, I think its so strange and interesting. And LOL there was my tangent for the day XDD

(I’m separating this into two paragraphs since it got so long XD) ANYWAYS, LMAOO don’t worry, I’m sure you look grown up and pretty :) I was looking through pictures that I could show you, but I have like no good ones lol, they are all either me making a weird face way too close to the camera or me all dressed up for some event, not a lot of normal ones XD I had a lot of good pictures of me but then I lost them when I dropped my phone in the toilet a few months ago… long story. It was terrible :’( xD that reminds me, I should back up my phone today. Just in case, since the iPhone 6s is certainly not water proof; lesson learned XD but I would love to see a pic of you if you want to share it! ooh fun, my brother is coming home from a trip today which is nice. I kinda want to hang out with him and do something fun together but idk what, I’m trying to think of something XD yeah, sometimes its fun to just look at the looks even if you don’t want to wear them xP OOH 8D I do have a middle name its also my jewish name xP lol I think highlighter is probably kinda new but I’m not sure :P

Oh idk, I think you said it a few times yes XD I mean, I thought it was bc you said you had to leave. There were a couple of major times like where I don’t remember the reason but you came back and I was like NO WAY, and then another time where you said you had to leave bc you were moving or something like that and that was the last time you were on your old account. I mean, I remember you were struggling, thats okay, you can’t exactly control depression that much. But I’m sorryy to hear that :( I was negative too lol, and I was re reading some of the comments I used to leave where I was trying to be inspirational, and its interesting bc everyone said I was super positive but it wasn’t completely real, at least not all the time. I guess I was trying to change :P but I also was, and still am, sensitive. Anyways, we were all different when we were younger xP I do remember that yes, aww swift :’) xD yeah, I’m glad too, I still kinda needed this place. Despite all the drama, like I said, it was important for me. Aww how old are they? Thats cute xP

And wow, thats great, very comforting :)

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XD XD

I would hope that you’re not cat fishing me :E 8D XD

Anyways, haha yeah, I do need to get my shit together more xD aww that sounds fun, do it!! guitar is fun :) aww thats good, thanks swiftie :)) <3

Ahh like I said, I’m sorry I missed you D: what times are you usually on lol? I can’t keep track XD can you come on later today? Let me know, I’ll try to check my email more frequently :P :)

WHOA HO HOAAA this got long okeee, sowwy :E :3 XD i mean i guess it looks longer on the sticky note i typed it on lol, but definitely longer than usual. oh well XD

~Melody