Talk:Hey, whats up?/@comment-10107190-20140714171941/@comment-7972228-20140714210939

It's not my fault. Everyone always makes me feel like it's my fault, but I can't help how I was born, I can't help my disorders. I'm doing the best I can. This is just how I am and if that's not good enough for you, then fine. I've tried to be positive and look on the bright side, it just never worked, nothing changed. I pick up the negativity in everything. It's not that I "won't stop" it's that I cant stop. And I know your response is going to be "no just stay positive keep trying you can do it" but I CAN'T. That's what EVERYONE has told me my whole life and every time I tried NOTHING got better. I've heard this story over and over and maybe it worked for you, but not me. I'm not like all the others and I can't just be happy. Depression, anxiety, OCD, they're always taken too lightly and regarded as simple, easily-solved problems. Whenever people have them, people always make us feel bad by saying people have it worse. This is just as bad as a lot of problems because it won't go away and it ruins lives.

I'm sorry.

I can't fix who I am.

And I'm sorry if I sound mean, I'm just hurt.

And I'm sorry for apologizing so much, I know apologizing is the wrong thing to do.