User blog:Doggygirl10/Hi

Hello, fellow wikia users! Let me just get to the point: my family (including me :P) is moving to Arizona, where our other family members are. I'm excited but mainly incredibly sad. Right now we live in an average sized house. It's great for our family of six. Everything fits perfectly. I have a friend who is a 9 year old boy (my sister is nine so he's mainly her friend, but I have to watch my sis everytime she goes to there house, and I talk to him sometimes, so yeah I guess he is my friend)... I've had a ton of trouble trying to be friends with his 13 (I'm almost 13) year old sister who is kinda shy.

1.) She is almost always with her friend, and when I try to talk to her, that friend looks, no, stares at me all the while until I'm done.

2.) When I do talk to her, I bring up a subject and she says 'yes' or 'no', and then the discussion is over...

I'm not gay or anything, I'm just trying to make a friend out of someone who is my age and a girl, and it's just not working. So I pretty much have one RL friend, who is a nine year old boy, and you guys. Lately you guys have never been on here. Once again, hearing it from another user, but this is when I need it most. Right now I am broken. We are VERY poor, so we are moving into a small house with my dad's friend. Seven people in one tiny house. I don't know if I feel safe living with him. My dad started to cry when he was talking about how his work is terrible. He said something pretty hurtful to my sibs and Mom. He said "I am moving, period. With or without you guys, I'll take either one." My grandma has colon cancer and the doctors don't think she can make it much longer because of her old age and, well, her cancer. We can barely afford to live here, how will we even begin to afford to move cross country?! I want life to be simple right now because I AM JUST A KID! I shouldn't be feeling like this! I SHOULD BE HAPPY! :( Help me out guys, because you're all I've got... I promise I will never start self harm on myself though. :)

P.S.

Even though my siblings got theirs, I never got my 2013 Christmas present (giftcard) from my parents, and it's February. My mom hasn't even bought it yet...