Talk:Hey, whats up?/@comment-8021521-20140830042502

Wow... U know, ive had a terrible day. And ive just been feeling awful lately. And the thing that bugs me the most, is the fact that its my own fault.

I recently had a chat with melo, telling her how things havent been good for me lately, heres whats been happening.

Ive been doing a terrible job not cussing, just been cussing a lot,  ive been angry at certain people who dont even know that i exist (Literally, ive never met the people, nor have i spoken to them. Ive just seen rude comments from them on sites where.. I have no reason to be on).

But, there r worse things ive been doing, I cant exactly say them cause there WAAAY too personal, but, i can say one thing: ive been hiding from God.

This keeps happening, as i explained to melo, One week i'll be doing great, i'll be happy, talking to God, trying to be my best (Not perfect, mind u. I just like being the best person i can be, even though i slip up).

And then, the next week, i'll be doing bad things, having bad thoughts, And just abandoning God.

Now, i know exactly what part of this is: Hormones, and i get that im growing, that my mind is changing, and that nobody is perfect, We're all human, we slip up, and make mistakes.

However, im not aiming to be perfect, im just trying to be...good, and I will never use hornmones as an excuse for my slipping up. I am fully aware that i can control my actions, and turn to