User blog:Taylor Swifts Number One Fan/WHY I'M ALWAYS SO NEGATIVE

Okay, so you all know that i'm very negative all the time, but i have meny reasons why i'm always so negative, one of the reasons why i'm negative is because my dad is cheap, he doesn't want to buy me ANYTHING, no joke, whenever i need or want something he says he doesn't want to buy it, and he gambles away all of our money, and he doesn't want to buy my mom anything either, i have a big brother, he moved out years ago, he is 29, and he has two kids, and i know it's hard to believe. but his two kids are my neice and nephew, and he took them away because he wants to punish us (that punishes us because we don't get to see them), and another one of the meny things that makes me negative (i didn't tell this part to some of you who already know the other reason why i'm negative) i have anther younger brother that moved out a little while ago, he is 20, going to be 21 soon, he would always push me around, and be mean to me, he used to push me into the wall, he used to push me on the floor, he used to kick me in my chest, and he used to yell at me and call me annoying, and call me a snot nose spoiled brat, that was my past though, but it sorta still bothers me, just a little, that's another reason why i'm negative, i have been pushed around by bullies that i didn't even know, i have had real life friends that used me for whatever they wanted, so they wern't really my firends, because they did that, and they were always mean to me, i have been cyber bulled alot, and the worst part is out of all of this is that my mom might have cancer, she has like a lump growth in her body (that is one of the signs of cancer,) and she needs suregery, but my dad doesn't want to pay for it, so those are the reason why i'm always so negative,