Talk:Hey, whats up?/@comment-24434422-20140614202458

Random question time! What is one of your weirdest fears? And how do you see yourself in the future?Mine's time. I'm afraid by how fast time has past. Obviously, much like others, I dream about my future. I want to go to an amazing university and do something like teaching or photography. My dream is to go to Oxford University. Not to be an actress or singer. It's a bit nerdy tbh. I also want to be a famous author. And travel the world taking pictures on my vintage Polaroid camera (idk the name) and saving them in my little book. I'll grow up to have kids and be living in my small home town. Although, life doesn't turn out that way. I've realized life isn't easy. It isn't a fun, fairytale where everything's perfect. I want to do things that I'm not allowed because of my family. I'm afraid of the future...I'm afraid of displeasing my family..I literally always dream of a way that my little sister and mum dies...I cry mostly every night because of that. Why do I always think about it? Am I a sick person? I used to be terrified of a family member that normal people would love and care about. I know he wouldn't harm me or my family...Although I love him now...and I've realized things...it's just...not normal. And I'm typing a lot now. Aren't I. Sorry, I hate things like this that put the mood down, that's why I act happy all the time, well most of the time. Because what I just wrote is kind of depressing. Uh...what was the question? how do you see yourself in the future and what is one of your biggest fears?