User blog:Bombom6206/Hi...

Okay so in this past few days, weeks, months, year this wiki has gone throught a lot of changes. I mean like this wiki has change so much it has hurted me lot, but I just kinda decided to keep it to myself. So I was reading The Fault In Our Stars and it kinda inspired me to write this... I hope whoever reads this likes it. Well here it goes.

Its kinda apart from the story I am writing :)

I look around the world and all I see is hate and pain, why can I not see happiness, and healthiness. Friends instead of enemies. Charity instead of drama. Staying instead of leaving, or Living instead of dying. I've met so much people along  my life. Some people have been nice and some have been mean but I do not cry for it, I just forgive and forget. Why do humans have to be so selfish and arrogant. Why cant we be kind and charible. Well just like you i dont know. Well I am now sitting here beneath a tree wondering how my life is suppose to be. A few years ago I told myself I will never allow anyone to hurt me again, or that I would hurt anyone. But now a few years later I am here crying my eyes balls out because of love and life. I have not just hurted myself by I have hurt a special boy too, but he has hurt me to. He wont listen! He wont stay away! Why doenst he understand we dont belong together. I have no way out of this, I am stuck. But he can live his life. He can be happy. He deserves someone better. But he always there. Next to me. Staring at with his big hazel eyes and his black hair flowing just the right away. His soft hands softly on top of my dry hands. I love how lots his eyes get during the sunset, how his lips watery and his cheeks get light pink. I cannot deny I love when his next to me. And i get upset when he has to go with his girlfriend. This isnt how this is suppose to be.... why isnt he mine. But he cant be mine. I wish I could just go already. Why cant they just see that i have a black finger. Whatever I touch i dies.