Talk:Hey, whats up?/@comment-6295417-20131210000432

I'm literally in tears.

So first of all, all the rest of the A&A live tapings for this season are cancelled. I was going to see the finale taping as a late birthday present and Christmas present. But nope. And I was gonna go with two of my close Twitter friends and we were gonna meet... ugh. Thanks Disney, sending you a huge hate email. :)

And secondly, I don't know. My life is going downhill and I don't even know why anymore. I'm just done I don't know.

And thirdly, (is that a word?), I'm leaving. I'm sorry, I know this isn't the place to post this and I know this will start drama and that I'll get tons of comments saying "NO PLEASE WE LOVE YOU STAY!" or something like that. I'm sorry, but I don't know.

My depression has gotten worse since I first joined the A&A wiki. I'm sadder and more mad, my grades are drastically slipping. Idk. And I know I don't come on here much anymore, but its just that truthfully I don't really like this place anymore. I don't feel comfortable anymore. :/ I'm sorry this is so so so mean, and it's not because of you guys. It's just because of me.

Certain people on here have grown to dislike me because of who I am. Look guys, I'm sorry for being me. I don't see what I did so wrong in life. I'm still that girl who joined wikia back in July. That beyond crazed ZSwagger, the weirdo who's "married" to a fictional character. I'm just myself, and I'm sorry, but you people need to except that. Now note, this isn't all of you...

I'm so so so sorry this is like a breakup through a text, it's mean and cold hearted. I love you all, sorry again.

Also sorry this may be like randomly out of order, I didn't want to take the time to make it flow perfectly and whatever. Sorry for grammar, spelling and just mistakes in general.

Also also, feel free to hate me for life after this. I'm just expressing my opinion.

erg I feel like such a jerky jerk jerk writing this I'm so sorry guys, I love you all no matter what. <3 You'll always have a special place in my heart. <3

As Bella Thorne would say, TTYLXOX. (: