Talk:Hey, whats up?/@comment-7972228-20140819122145

My mom just said that I'm not making an effort.

Not making an effort?

NOT MAKING AN EFFORT?!?!?!

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO GET GOOD GRADES?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT NOT TO GET INTO TROUBLE?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO TAKE CARE OF MY BROTHER?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO MAKE HER HAPPY?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO TALK TO PEOPLE?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO BE LESS AFRAID?

I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT IN LIFE?

I'M A LAZY SLOB WHO NEVER DOES WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AND GETS HORRIBLE GRADES AND ALWAYS DOES BAD THINGS? NO! I DO MY WORK, I'M A GOOD KID, AND I GET GOOD GRADES! I ALWAYS TRY MY ABSOLUTE COMPLETE 110% HARDEST WITH EVERYTHING I DO AND THIS IS WHAT I'M ALWAYS TOLD, THAT I COULD DO BETTER, BUT NO, I COULDN'T I'M SORRY I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANY ADULTS IRL??? I HAVE A LOT TO DEAL WOTH AND I STILL TRY TO DO MY BEST IN EVERYTHING, AND I'M NOT MAKING AN EFFORT??? NOT MAKONG AN EFFORT? DO PEOPLE REALIZE HOW MANY TIMES PEOPLE SAY THIS TO ME? PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE SELF-ESTEEM ISSUES AND ON TOP OF MY DEPRESSION WHICH CAUSES LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND ALL OF MY CLASSMATES, WE HAVE THE ADULTS SAYING I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH! THANK GOODNESS FOR MUSIC. MUSIC WILL ALWAYS TELL ME THAT I DID GOOD ENOUGH AS LONG AS I TRY MY HARDEST, AND I DO. SO THANK YOU, ALL OF MY BANDS. THANK YOU.

-Madi "Run from your problems, but you cannot run from yourself."