User blog:Madi60517/Why Don't You Guys Want Me To Leave?

Whenever I'm depressed, you guys all say you don't want me to leave. But why? What am I doing that's a positive affect on your life? I only cause trouble and sadness. I'm that dark cloud on the horizon. I noticed the user pages were gone and KLA said why, I asked if we could get them back and she just put a lot of dots and said 'Are you kidding me?' I know I'm stupid and I don't understand anything, so why try and comfort me and say I'm not? I'm the buzzkill of the wiki, and we all have weaknesses. But I have a lot. Like I'm afraid of everything, I'm depressed, I make you guys depressed. What's the point? Why should I stay? I don't deserve great friends like you. You're too good for me. I don't understand. I'm just a worthless, idiotic, stupid, mean bag of dirt.

I don't know why you guys fee this way.

''"And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me."

''"Somehow, I've lost my mind."

''"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, I know, right now you can't tell."

"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired, I know, right now ya don't care."